take it or leave it..

..it's suppose to be a happy day..
.. it wasn't wad i wanted...
..why did it turn out this way..
..why didn't we move on and get over it..
...why does history keeps repeating itself..

...it has to be me..
...the problem always lie in me...
...i dun understand why...

..i'm tired..
..physically due to "after night shift"
..emotionally due to..............

...i'm really tired.
...confuse..
...angry..
..sad..
..whatever..

.it's all mixed up.

..how ..? how do we mend a broken heart ?
..how do we act as if nothing ever happened?
..how to erase the words that u said ?
..it's ringing in my ear..
..it's hurting me..

.u hurt me.

I hate u
But
I love u

somebody, stop the tears from dropping..