last week was horrible.. i barely had enough slp ..

i even wore wrong socks to work.. see

that's how tired i am..
had group meeting almost everyday.. before work.. made me so tired at work.. finally thurs was the presentation day.. and i had only 3hrs of slp that day. ?! so freaking tired.... but i'm glad, that everything is over.. and result was good! thanks to GOD. =)

having little slp makes me emo.. and depressed, negative and u name it .. everything.. i start to argue find faults with hubby tan.. don't feel like talking bout marriage and stuffs.. . "
i'm so sorry , if in anyway, i've hurt u .. i didn't meant it."

i always loved weekends ever since i started working perm nite.. i had time to spend with hubby tan and family... =) though i aged alot faster than normal shift ppl.. =( fret not.! i've been taking multi vits and antioxident pills.. + healthy meals + gym and exercises~!

hahah. . i hope that helps.during the weekends, we finally went to watch "When In Rome" .. a normal romantic flick.. as usual , i love it, he doesn't really.. but still appreciates the fact that he made an effort to watch with me.. =)

we ate some japanese restaurant.with nice food! i've noticed, that everytime we eat japanese restaurant, he'd be wearing the same shirt... and same pose. hahha

posing with his sushi bento..

me and the washoku bento..

hotate cheese pizza. . *yummy*

we took neoprints.. " we've said, to take it monthly to see how we age as the year pass by "
(unfortunately, can't see the pics, cos i can't scan it)

this bugger made me wait for half an hr while he plays his L4D. argghh~

i was so angry.

though, we quarrelled, fight and hurt each other, at the end of the day, i still crawl back to his arms and we hugged each other..
we've forgive and forget. =)
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..we also went off to eat sakura buffet, with my family at night, after that we went to visit
'Baby K'

scary man posing with K

her famous "burping pose"


she looked so different from the last time i saw her, she's so pretty, looks like the mother.. =)
here are some of the pics.. i'm sure she'll grow up to be a super gorgeous girl!
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the next day , i follow hubby tan to meet his aunt from NZ, and the rest of his family.. ate "unique seafood"

i looked super duper ugly and tired here, cos had sore eyes and couldn't wear specs. and choose the wrong shirt to wear. i bugged him to wear specs with me, to be ugly with me.. =PpP heheh...

and i spent the rest of the day lazing around with him.. =)
how i wish weekend could be longer than weekdays..
i dread going to work.. =(

It's my third nite and i friggin' tired~! one more assignment, one more presentation, plus one more exam to go! good luck to me..

i'm so stressed! everything seems so impossible to me now.. i know i shouldn't feel so negative but.. i can't help it..! can i have 30 hours a day pls. !

i'm so not looking forward to weekends. to have the thought of not spending time with hubby tan.. he's having some seminar , only can meet me on my sleeping day which is fri .. sat and sun i'll have to study.. =(

i gotta drag myself to work.. how sad. this self pity thingy is not going anywhere.. i gotta buck up and start moving on.. 2 more nites to go. and i'm done. FOR the week only.
I need the strength and will to move on.... really.

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Hope everything will be over in the blink of an eye..

it's again.. the weekend.. time to rest and do assignments... i've been gyming for the past 2 weeks.. and guess wad?!

to my suprise i lost 1 kg! i know it's not a big deal but still... it's consider a huge achievement for me !! however.. it's suuperr tiring.. and all the restrictions in food are making me crazy.. =(
to add on my misery, i've had a super bad haircut.... SUPER bad. i'm gonna burn the salon down for cutting my hair like this....

haha.. kiddin..la..

but still it's like this.... what kinda hairstyle is this. ?! *angry* $4.80 worth of haircut. i dunno why the price like this. siaoness.
i wanna puke . each time i look in the mirror. =(

never ever gonna step into this shop @ lakeside MRT station.

nuff said of the ugly hair...
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i dunno why, sometimes i feel a bit taken advantage of by bf, friends, family.. issit bcuz i'm too easy going and that i don't voice out at all.. or issit i'm very easy to bully.. i also dunno..
i feel very down sometimes, but i'm not letting all these things to bother me.. i've got much better things to do.. assignments.. and stuff..

i wish i could just forget all other crazy things and move on.. .. .. i'm tryin to..
i try not to think about marriage now..
it seems too unrealistic..

i'm gonna lose weight, finish my degree, learn driving.... that's my aim. as of now...
alright, super tired now... *yawnz*

gd nite.
a glimpse of my ugly hair again.

Oh . it's good friday today. =)