Loreal new facial wash..

'Purifying for Blemish Prone Skin'

'Normal & Combination Skin'

'Exfoliating Foaming Gentle Scrub '

'dry and sensitive skin'

Beauty info to share :

I've been wanting to blog about this product for quite sometime.. I recently bought this Loreal new series of facial wash 'Perfect Clean'. It was acutally the packaging that caught my eye.. and just so lucky , i ran out of facial wash.. so i decided to give it a try.

I bought it!

The price was reasonable, can't remember how much, approximately 15-16 bucks.. at watson.

Although i was damn tempted to buy the pink one.. cos i love pink so much, but i didn't ,cos it was for dry and sensitive skin.., eventually i bought the white and green one, cos my skin is really prone to blemishes..

It's design is cute, comes with a scrublet, so whenever we use, we should squeeze the gel onto the scrublet and use the scrublet to massage all over ur face.. quite fun actually..

The review for this product is ... 4 out of 5 stars, it's cheap, affordable, and it doesn't dry up the skin.. my skin still feels smooth after each use, unlike certain product, after using, i will feel that my skin is too dry like very tight feeling.... other than that, it also makes me feel very refreshed, as it leaves a minty feeling on my cheeks after wash off.. ( i don't know about other colours, but for the green/white one.. its minty)

After washing off, and dapping dry, don't forget to use ur favourite toner and moisturising cream..

so the verdict is.. it's worth a buy afterall.. =)

'k' from birth till now..

You know, time really flies.. k is already going to be 9 months.. =) so i decided to blog about her...
k is really a special kid, who is loved by many ppl.. including myself and hubby tan.. she is not my daughter though...

I am not that lucky to have her as my child.. but still.. i love her!

her cuteness is beyond words.. Her little actions makes ppl laugh sometimes.. Above all, i still must praise her mom, who takes so much hardship to bear her through 10 months and take care of her till now..
below are a collection of her progress from birth till now.. enjoy.. =)

This was her when i went to visit her .. she was so tiny.. for an overdue baby.. =)

His first time carrying her..

Her 1st month.. .

Her 2nd month..

3rd month, i manage to meet up with her again..

by then she grown quite a bit..

cute little 4 month old...

5month wild leopard prins.. ;)

6 months...

looking gorgeous.. jus like her mom..

7 months..

when she shaved botak~!

8 months..

finally meet up after so long.. and she's quite a big girl now.. clever and naughty..
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Looking forward to meet her again.. =)

my life is full of babies~!!

jigsaw life

greetings everyone.

CAUTION!!!

this is a ranting post. with massive loads of complain

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It feels so sucky when u are trying to accomplish something and some how .. someone jus come along and says discouraging words for u to ponder whether u should go ahead with ur decision.. same for air stewarding, same for mission .

i know it's easy for u to say , "jus ignore me la.. go ahead with what u think it's right for u ..." or " don't let my words affect u la.. don't let anything affect u .. if u wan it so bad..."

I hate myself sometimes for thinking so much about other ppl's feeling and neglecting my own.. why can't i jus go ahead, and ignore the rest....

i know when i look back someday , i'll be so regretful of the plentiful things that i couldn't achieve now.. due to family.. due to u .. due to bla bla bla.....

sianness to the max..

my life is like a jigsaw puzzle. maybe million piece, something that can't be fixed or .. dunno how to fix it back properly.. it's so messy, so uncertain.. nothin to confirm.. when am i settling down . no idea.. when am i buying house.. no idea.. am i studying adv dip.. freaking no idea.. am i going to continue in SGH... no idea.. going to KK? joining SQ?

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wturf.

taking care of baby for one day..

last sat was a damn busy day for my family.. cos of some chinese God festival .. that my uncle was actively engaged in .. i'm actually totally not interested at all.. was being pulled by my mum to go help out..

it was damn hot. suffocating in the tent itself.. and hubby tan was not there with me .. i was super duper bored to the max ... =( so i decided to volunteer to take care of branson at home..

was quite fun at the start.. cos i love babies.. and sis and edwin was there to help too..

making milk and feeding him, changing diapers and all.. was nothing.. but fun to me.. haha.. cos first time ma....

then...

comes the part where we have to coax him to slp and he just refuses to slp ... playing and talking , climbing up the bed, climbing all over u .. hhaaha...

lucky edwin was still ard, so he managed to put him into the "sarong" and rock him to slp...

so sis and edwin gotta go run some errands, will be back 2 hours later, leaving me and branson and another kid , kenneth, alone at home...

in my heart, i start to panick, what if he starts to shout loudly and cry non-stop, what am i supposed to do.. @-@

kk, but lucky for me, he woke up quietly, drank his milk quietly and watch tv with me....

i had a break in - btw. went downstairs to help out in the festival thingy again...

super tired... it was 10 30 pm already, at this point, branson's mum, wanted to bring branson home to let him drink milk and coax him to slp... so me and lionel tag along..

being over ambitious, we volunteered to look after him while his mum have to go help out ...

horror starts... THat boy jus refuses to slp ... he was so tired already... and we were too!

he just keeps playing and yelling and climbing all over... me and hubby tan was super sleepy already..

it was 12 am.. and he's still not asleep.. i couldn't take it.. i jus force him into the 'sarong' .. and be a bit firm to him.. and rock him to slp.....

finally, when he was about to fall asleep. everyone's home..

In my heart i was thinking.. phew.~ nightmare's over.. i can go and and sleep !

i went home, dead tired , showered and went to sleeping mode.

when i woke up the next day. my hand ache like crazy after carryin branson the whole day..

and for the next 2 days .. had to put plaster on my arm..

now. i realise how crazy it was to take care of a baby.. it's often easy to say than to do.. i understand how K's mum is feeling.. all crazy and emotionally tortured... esp, when K is much bigger size than branson.. younger, much noisy... and more difficult to coax to slp...

i jus hope everything will be fine for her soon and pray to God that she can find some help soon....

But however,

i still love taking care of babies, wouldn't mind to take care of Branson again.. =)

to grow old together...

now.. this is a really late post on Mrs Lee k.y death..

Never heard much about her.. before, probably cos i was damn ignorant bout political and country stuffs in the past.. but there's so many info about her recently due to her death..

it's really nice to see couple grow old together... i mean, i'm working in the hospital.. with alot of old patients.. whenever i see old husbands visiting their wives.. my heart melts and it lit a smile on my face thinking that there are still such loving couples given the cruel crazy world nowadays..

it's such a bliss, to have ur husband/wife, by ur bedside... comforting u spend the last moment of your life.. at ur deathbed, no more fear jus with him/her holding ur hand..

For Mm Lee, he didn't had the chance, to be by her bedside... due to his health, he was admitted... but to think that they've spent their whole life time together, thru thick and thin, whether in health or sickness... it's so heart warming...

who wouldn't wish to have this kind of relationship....

and lastly... my heartfelt condolence to Mm lee. ..

A model couple for us all to follow..

this is such a sad scene..
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Been feeling super tired recently.. even dozing off during nite shift which i dun usually do.. is my health going downhill? i really wonder... ate super unhealthy things.. like macs, chocolates.. and yup.. oily chinese pancakes.. and errr... potato chips...! at night.. i really can't resist.. i dunno why.. even though i have ulcers..

cooked with super alot of oil. for breakfast.

ate all 3 one short during nite shift when rummy bout this for me!

been busy almost every week.. but at least i get to spend some time with hubby tan..

i wish... there is more time
i wish ... there isn't so many troubles ...
i wish .. there isn't so many incurable sickness....

for the next few weekends till Dec, Hubby tan won't be free.. and me, i'm only free on weekends.. =( what's more sad is that, i'm on leave for the next week and i can't even spend time with him...


it's really no choice, can't really complain much cos he's doing it to earn more money so that we really can get married soon.. else he'll start to scold me..


sometimes.. it jus seems so impossible, but with God, everything is possible.. =)

torturous

past 1 week was mentally torturous for me. seriously.. for some private matters that ain't suppose to be shared with public..

so badly affected that i've lost some weight, felt super tired.. slept but dream of unecessary things..

i think of death and depressing things.. i just can't stop my mind from all these.. i dunno why. i really hate it cause it's so tiring thinking of things that is not yet happening..
It was suppose to be a happy weekend.. it's still happy .. for liwen and mei.. cos it's their birthday... i'm jus pretending to be happy temporary trying to forget the problems that i'm facing right now..

i really hope that everything will be just fine.. for both me and hubby tan...
i hope it's really not true, of what i'm thinking ...
i hope God can answer my prayer..

mei's bday bash was a blast.. .. she really enjoyed.. it looks more like a baby shower than 21st bday party.. with all the relative babies and all... it was at least more than 10 babies present...
so nice and happy..

i wish i can have my own.. =)

happy birthday to shuyee!

my dream of a perfect family. except that child is not mine.. haha

here's Keira and Branson.. i just love this picture so much...


happy family!

young mommies..

BABIES and MOMMIES are my topics today.

picture of K and B..

These few nites, instead of working on my portfolio assignment, i've been slacking, and randomly surfing the net , really super random...

came across several blogs link from somewhere. blogs of super young mom. not anywhere else but in Singapore. i'm speechless. and @-@! ( supposed to be a very shocked expression ) ..

there's really alot. and it's not like they shot gun and got married and give birth to the kid, they actually made their own decision and get married, to their guy with BOTH THEIR PARENT'S APPROVAL.!! wow. that's something new, mums and dads are really living in a total new age now. except for my folks.

i can't believe that they agreed so easily to marry off their daughters who are 17 or probably 16 for some, to guys who are barely 21 yet. and with no job, still studying..

i seriously do not know how they survive with not 1 kid but mostly 2 kids...

I'm not looking down on them, in fact, i admire them... at least they are not so irresponsible as to abort the innocent life and continue to live their life as normal ...

i enjoy looking at their blogs and reading their entries on how they found out that they were pregnant, how they cope with pregnancy and the birth process...

it's really lovely when u read it..

i wish, i could get married young and start a family on my own, that was my dream when i was young, i even told my granny that, and recently she started asking me "i thought u said u wanna give birth and get married at 21" ....

haha, laughing to myself in my heart, it's easier said than done. Now reaching the age that we can legally get married, there are so many things to crack our head with that we have no more time to think about our dreams when we were young....

my wish is still the same as before... to be a young mummy

and hopefully "u" are the one who can help me fufil my dream soon..

suuuuper random..

when i was younger.. i use to keep diaries, alot of them.. writing it daily or frequently.. i have so many things to write about.. why now. i have to crrack my head open for a simple entry..

there is so much going on in my life.. planning for future, completing my degree, buying a house, starting a business and so on..

i dunno where to start , or perhaps i'm stuck.. it's just so difficult, that sometimes i feel like giving up totally and just ignore.

life become boring and monotonous when this happens... i become depressed and negative..

hubby tan hates it when i'm so negative, i hate it too.. i try to prevent myself from feeling that way, but sometimes i just can't. maybe it's the medication . i dunno?

parents have been making scarstic remarks to me, and i complained to hubby tan while he'll say, why do u let this kind of thing affect u .. ? the fact is it does, i tried ignore, but couldn't..

i always questioned my life, why like this why like that, hubby tan is so right, why do i only know how to complain and not find a solution....

when i'm young, i wanna grow older faster, now that i'm older, i wish that i was still young..

when have i become like this?

actually..what am i good for ?

boo~ a scary picture to scare u

Late entry on birthday bash~

on 20/08/2010... THat's when i turn 23! .. I was working nite as usual ... and below is a picture of my first birthday cake .. prepared by Elaine, Cora, Sri and Soumya..... Thanks so much.. it's full of love!

Too bad only 1 pathetic picture from sri's phone. ahha

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the long await

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birthday bash @ Grand Corpthorne Waterfront!!!

They hide and scare me with this cake!

one of the main culprit! Thanks so much for everything that u done .. *I love u*
Thanks hubby tan the most and loveliest and melsome~ for the birthday suprise that u guys planned for me .. i was truely touched and shocked.!

wii was awesome.. !

cake was yummy

pizza was yummy too!

PResents were awesome!

That's my lovely cake!

the loveliest!

That umbrella symbolises something.. i'm so touched by it. p/s : i've been carrying it in my bag eversince i got it. hee

eagerly opening up the present

thats the umbrella i'm talking bout~

The new wallet !

look at me and my happiest face! CHANEL perfume!

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Time has passed so fast..... i can't believe i'm 23 already..

From this girl on the right. to ... this...

Happy birthday to mE!