Harris batam was a failure, however i did enjoy my moments with dear hubby tan.. though the whole place was shabby and boring.. It's the first time i find shopping boring too.. and the best part ... it rained the whole damn 2 days... =( spoiler..

me and hubby tan outside lobby..


sisters heading to the so called 'famous shopping' center


me and sis will crack our head to plan for a nicer trip in the time to come....

yay!
i've finally finished 1 of my many assignments.. phew. it's 3am now.. so damn tired but jus can't slp.. maybe it's the night shift syndrome.. i dunno..

so bored . till i took some random ghostly pic..

anyway.. night shift was good so far.. many more night shifts to come.. I need to lose weight and i'm very serious about it..! Been going to the gym as frequent as possible with sri after work.. *dead serious* .. treadmill for half hour, many many sit ups and crunches.. jus wanna be the BIGGEST LOSER! haha..


the whole of last week was hectic and tiring...

Monday i had school before work,
Tuesday went gym,
Wednesday had school,
Thursday went gym and dentist,
Friday gym , pedicure and granny house, movie...,

ah ma love ;}

beautiful nails finally

me and 'olilil'

Saturday- zonked out, slept till 3pm. went to church at 530, out with hubby, back at home at 12am.. but...... had to chiong my assignment till 3am.... ?!!! wad's the diff?

Sunday- guess wad, gotta wake up at 5am, go JB, for tomb sweeping with family. >< no rest this week! non stop hit combo! I wonder. how did i survived ?! must be the grace of God. =)

i'm so tired. i'm gonna slp now..
*good nite* =)

Perm night started.. school new sem started... alot of assignments.. i'm under super alot of stress... life is never smooth i know.. i'm trying hard to take baby steps to complete everything..

Got my BTO results. i didn't get the flat. in a way happy , in a way sad... sad cos without getting a flat, my mom will not allow me to ROM. happy because, we can always find resale flat.. it's bigger and save the renovation cost.. but. it's damn ex. hubby tan and me are trying to find ways to calculate our finances....

When i'm younger, i used to think that getting married is like super easy, found the man u love, he propose, we marry. but it's not that in reality eh.. not at all..
it's so tough.. there's a lot of things to consider.. lots of $$ involve... everything is so unsure now.. i am really quite lost..

we've lost the ballot, therefore, ROM date delay..wedding AD also will be delay, Taiwan photoshoot also delay.. i really dunno... *so tired*

sometimes .. it feels like i am worrying for everything, nobody to share all these problems with.. cos hubby tan is always working, seldom answer my calls.. but ,whenever he answers, i dunno what to tell him anymore..

adding on to my misery, haiz, i've put on 3 kg of weight, on my tummy mostly.. i hate it.. i can't understand why some ppl can eat so much and don't put on weight, but i don't eat alot, i put on double to amt of weight..

i've started gyming.. and sit-ups, intensive.. gonna last for 3 months.. i don't care whether i'll be super tired after night shift or it's gonna affect my health, these 3 kg of fat or wadever it is.. has to go away.

if by the end of 3 months, my tummy looks nicer, i'll go for belly piercing for rewards :))

off to Batam CM!

well well..

late updates.. as usual.. due to laziness and tiredness.. firstly.

hmm.

so much things to say but dunno how to put it in words.. hubby and i have been trying very hard to plan things.. so that we can move ahead of lives...

money is sucha pain in the ass.. can't plan alot of things without money.. yea.. i remember few years ago when i was with hubby tan, he used to say, money is very important . it's everything.. without it, u can't survive..

i would argue with him and disagree, saying money is not everything.. but seems like now. money is the main thing.

planning wedding is super tuff, dunno where to start and whom to approach.. so messed in the head now..

however, good thing is .. we do argue, but at the end of the day, we hug and kiss and made up.. =)


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i went to work today, and heard bout some rumors that, ppl are not happy that i'm actually placed on perm night for 3 months. What turf
i dun understand , what's there to not happy bout..
i'm in need of money, for lots of reason. for my degree, for my wedding..
To whoever that is out there, not happy with this:
i'm only working for 3 months, and it's no point u getting upset, telling others bout it..
jus get over it.!
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here's baby keira ...

with me and hubby...

so cute.. and lovely.. pretty like the mum..

first day when i saw her..

i had so much thoughts running thru my heads..

anyway..

I'm sure she'll be pampered by lots of ppl.. =)