finally.

why?

why do i keep blogging these few days.. the only reason that i can think of is, i've nobody to talk to .. since my hubby tan went to thailand... he'll be back today.. hooray~! *clap hands*

i'm damn angry with skype. i didn't know there's this function "auto recharge " which is, they will auto top up your skype credit if it is less than $2.00, it will top up another $10.. =( money will be deducted from your credit card.. it's madness, when i sign up for it , i didn't even see this function.. dear suggested to email to them to ask for refund, but i couldn't even find a single contact email.... haiz... waste my money jus like tat... *SAD*

nufff' said bout the "skype tragedy"..

talk bout more happy stuff.. i finally got myself a LongChamp bag.. yay ! i've been deciding it for quite sometime.. and finally i bought it.. and I'm LoVing it!

Now Valleri is a happy little girl.. hee hee.. i'ma go slp now.. cos i went to orchard after my nite shift jus to get this bag.. muahaha...


nite nite..

counting down ..

Counting down to 1 more day
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to the return of hubby tan and the end of my night shift.

can't wait totally!



cheeze with braces..

fatigue.

me. super tired, eye bags.

..i jus came back from owl shift, showered at hospital.. been thru a crazy night with full of I/V anti biotics.. 4 hourly IVs plus hypocount monitoring.. can u imagine?!

sometimes, nursing HIV patients can be quite sad, a person who doesn't look like he has AIDS, who can walk and joke, super friendly, after 2 months, totally bed ridden, with bedsores all over.. broken skins.. smelly, suken face.. tubes all over, bld to be taken daily.. almost near to drowsy state....

it only means.. " better be safe then sorry "

not trying to be educational here.. but, i feel alot for these kinda patients.. i believe all nurses do, we get to see the whole progress of HIV, how scary it can be, it's not wad normal ppl can accept..

nuff' said bout this disease.. moving on..

i was working night with one of my Philippines fren, she jus came back from her country, she seems different when i spoke to her, listless, tired, puffy eyes, lost a whole lot of weight..! later that night, i initiated to talk to her, asking her what's wrong.. .. ....

she then told me, her boyfriend broke up with her just, yesterday.. over the phone.. they were together 5 years.. wad the?! she's a super nice girl.. she keep asking me, " what shld i do, i'm very sad, i tried calling him, almost 100 TIMES, he didn't ans... i kept crying and crying..... "

omg,i really dunno how to comfort her........ T-T if this was me, i would've died..

next, jus before i knock off, someone has to irritate me, early morning, not the doctors, not my patients, not my NC, but it has to be my colleague... early in the morning blaming the night staff, "why didn't top up the gown , now got no gown must go store to take... haiyyah!!"

i'm super irritated, here i am trying to gather them to pass report, now.. someone has to do that.. and i'm already not feeling very well, stomach super pain.. don't they understand that we have alot of things to do at night.. yes , i admit we did surf net at times, but it's only for like 10 mins, while we're resting our legs.. =(

works over, get over it val..

ytd, i went shopping with my sis at JP, and she asked me to join this watson unique u contest with her.. in order to join, we need to buy certain things and get the receipt, post our pictures online.. so i bought this....

Rimmel sexy curve mascara

actually we wanted to buy a body shop white musk lotion for my auntie, end up buying some other things for myself, eye gel- claims that it'll reduce puffiness, get an instant fresh eyes..
so .. total loots of the day..

Sally hansen lip inflation

body shop eye gel

Rimmel sexy curve

waste money or wad now?!

nonsense.. i haven post my pics online.. currently this are the two pics that i've consider to put.. dunno whether can anot...

that's close up

that's full length.

KK, that's all, i'm going to fall asleep...will update on the contest.. =)

trust

It's Day 2 hubby in thai.. i skyped with him jus now.. and he told me bout wad happened..
He learnt how to speak in thai for the no. 1 to 10 ! haha... funny .. sort of miss him, but upset bout wad happened ytd.. niwayz, it's some private matters...

sometimes, working can make u forget the unhappy things, hanging around with friends, soothe us alot.. i'm glad that i didn't take leave today and went to work as usual...


work was hetic. stupid consultant came and see the patients so freaking late and all the changes were last min.. hate it.. i had to talk to one irritating family member, who wants everything stat!

"i want the x ray to be done now!"

"why is my mom's treatment delayed?"

"no excuses! it's ur hospital's fault..!"

Hey what's wrong with their F*cking brain, if they wan stat treatment, jus admit them into private hospital.. they are much more efficient right ?!

i can understand that they are anxious for their family members, but why can't they jus talk politely.. we are already trying our best to satisfy their needs, it's frustrating when these sort of things happens...

but thanks to all these problems, i can temporarily forget the problem i have with hubby tan..

Dearest hubby Tan,

How do u expect me to trust u ?

miss you..

Back from work!

Today was relaxed! never been so relaxed after so long at work.. i've got 3 staff with me.. =) 3 empty beds, waited for them to admit, but surprisingly, none came in .. i'm morning tml, there'll sure be admission! hate it when they admit early in the morning..

OH GOSH.. i must try to lose weight, i'm putting on tons of weight, i'm getting to lazy and greedy.. i need to exercise badly!

My hubby tan , has flown to Thailand with his group of frens.. to celebrate one of his friend's bday.. after intoxicating him with how scary and fast H1N1 spreads and that ther's 2 +ve cases in thailand, still he went.. what's worst is that, he has flu symptoms even before he went.. what if he come back with fever, he need to be quarrantined!

i'm already missing him.. it's only Day 1.

i know it sounds crazy.. but still, i miss him... there's still 5 more days to go..

he always tell me, how can i be a flight attendent when even 5 days of not meeting him feels so terrible.. .. =P

i've always envy flight stewardess, but i know each job has it's own pros and cons.. i always browse thru my facebook looking at some of my friends, who are "flying".. looking at the pictures they took in different countries..


i failed twice in the interview, i really dunno wad went wrong.. maybe it's destined that i shouldn't join the cabin crew.. i dunno.. that's y i'm stuck in nursing... anyway, i'm ending it here.. gotta wake up at freaking 5 am tml .. .zZzzzzZz

...i miss you...

happy 4th year anniversary..

After working 9 days, i finally have 3 off days, on the first day off, i did "project lionel tan"..(it's a gift for hubby tan for our 4 yr anni) completed within 6hours straight.. was quite happy with the end product ! anyway, hubby tan really loved it~! and it comes with a CD .. - it's named " The 30 Reasons" he was over excited, and speechless , and he posted on youtube....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vot8AFd3gN0








On my 2nd off day...
we checked in to Hotel Re! , a damn well furnished , small hotel.. big plasma TV, innovative designs..retro theme.. very comfy and cosy.. =) finally had some time to spend with him.. *smiles*























time seems to fly pass when u're enjoying happy moments with your darling.. we slept for a while , woke up at 7 and left for bugis to watch "night of the museum II" quite a funny show but also very predictable.. wld rate it, 4/ 10..

after that initially i suggested to sing k, anyway, we've never sing k together as a couple before, but .. hubby wasn't feeling too good, was sniffing and coughing all the way, and had a temperature.. so we head back to the hotel..

when i entered the hotel room.. it was crazy, i saw a bunch of baby blue roses, with a cute teddy bear tied on to it! i was super suprised, didn't expect it! and i didn't know how the hell did he arrange these with no phone calls made while he's with me.. ... then he said," why don't u look elsewhere.."







































It's a beautiful necklace with a couple ring..damn nice.. the whole feeling was like a proposal thingy, cos there's flowers, bear, ring and necklace.. next is a hug and kiss from him! Love him till bits.. overjoyed upon seeing the prezzies..=))) *winks*



















next comes his present! he's equally excited.. =) i've been dropping some hints before the anniversay.. haha.. upon receiving the gift.. he.. was lost for words.. totally, jus that his tear ducts are too dry to produce some tears, but actually, he's super touched.. ......


















look how he focus on the album.. heheh..


















happy baby! *luvs*

[It's not about how expensive the presents are, it's about how u took time
to plan for a suprise and make effort to choose the beautiful flowers and ring for me.........]

Happy 4th year anniversary to us.. and there'll be more anniversaries to come.. I love you!

my inner fear..

yesterday, i had a super wierd dream, super scary that i woke up suddenly..

i dreamt that i went for a routine bodycheck, they took a CXR, eye check and body check la.. when i was waiting for my report, i saw the doctors whispering among themselves looking at me as though i'm contagious..

so i went forward and ask them, how's my result...

one of them told me i had large patches showing on my CXR and apparently there's some bacti growing in my lungs and it seems quite serious..

my eyes show early signs of cataract, there's some greyish stuff covering abit of my pupil.. and he said that i had to go for EOT to remove it else i'll be blind..

i asked them wad''s my diagnosis they refuse to tell me, they ask me to wait for their consultant.. i was so worried, scared... ... .. ...... then i woke up..

... the only reason that i can think of me having this crazy dream is that i face my own patients too much , so much so that i keep dreaming of this wierd dreams.. i've seen them being so sick and it makes me so afraid of falling sick.. .. that's how the dream came about..

anyway.. i'm continuing my "project lionel tan", deadline is tml.. i'm so dead...

irritated

i'm really quite irritated by blogger .. it's crazy.. sometimes the pictures can't be place properly in the enteries.. what's wrong..


** frustrated**

today is the 9th day i'm working.. >_< super tired already.. finally i'm having a 3 days break.. yay! before i start my shity work again..


next mon and tues i'll be celebrating my 4th year anniversary with hunny bee.. hmm i'm sure it's gonna be a super romantic one.. =) i'm currently working on "project lionel tan".. it's a gift i made for him... hee hee..

wonder will he like it..

he's super busy this 3days.. working.. today he told me bout his fortune telling from a friend which is apparently very accurate... it says...


he'll be leading a very stressed-up life only towards the end of his life then he will make a wise investment.. oh boy.~ how? i really wish that the fortune tellin thing doesn't come true...


i'm surfin the net to look out for any nice place to go during the celebration.. i'm cracking my brain, i still can't find wads nice to do in s'pore. it's such a boring place..




and when will the H1N1 virus stop. i wanna go overseas.. =( and stop that auditing.. it's irritating.. i really feel like slapping the auditor's face and tell her , "i'm busy at the moment why don't u go audit my SNM!"

restarting..

.. i cannot believe it..
my previous enteries are deleted.. =(

i have to restart blogging again..
anyway.. nevermind, put aside that.. let's start from monther's day, which is like super long ago..

i'd always wanted to blog but the stupid bloggin system is kuku..

on mother's day, we went to Pariss to eat the buffet dinner.. yummz..
was okie.. not that fantastic but overall it's okie la.. the cake was great! and most imptly it's free... hahah... it's the first time i tried oyster. damn it's disgusting okie.. it was lionel tan's idea..

anyway the mother's day celebration was great.. a reunion with my cousins in m'sia.. and sarah is super cute!

say cheese and blow...... ~!!!

... yes.. i was disgustingly tanned.. and burnt badly after celebrating tini's bday the previous day.. was actually my sleeping day but didn't manage to slp.. they've influenced me into branded bags.. i so wanna buy a longchamp.. and a gucci. but unfortunately .. i'm taking my degree this yr so YAY! i'm broke. -_-'''

i'm super tanned and ugly now.