Harris batam was a failure, however i did enjoy my moments with dear hubby tan.. though the whole place was shabby and boring.. It's the first time i find shopping boring too.. and the best part ... it rained the whole damn 2 days... =( spoiler..

me and hubby tan outside lobby..


sisters heading to the so called 'famous shopping' center


me and sis will crack our head to plan for a nicer trip in the time to come....

yay!
i've finally finished 1 of my many assignments.. phew. it's 3am now.. so damn tired but jus can't slp.. maybe it's the night shift syndrome.. i dunno..

so bored . till i took some random ghostly pic..

anyway.. night shift was good so far.. many more night shifts to come.. I need to lose weight and i'm very serious about it..! Been going to the gym as frequent as possible with sri after work.. *dead serious* .. treadmill for half hour, many many sit ups and crunches.. jus wanna be the BIGGEST LOSER! haha..


the whole of last week was hectic and tiring...

Monday i had school before work,
Tuesday went gym,
Wednesday had school,
Thursday went gym and dentist,
Friday gym , pedicure and granny house, movie...,

ah ma love ;}

beautiful nails finally

me and 'olilil'

Saturday- zonked out, slept till 3pm. went to church at 530, out with hubby, back at home at 12am.. but...... had to chiong my assignment till 3am.... ?!!! wad's the diff?

Sunday- guess wad, gotta wake up at 5am, go JB, for tomb sweeping with family. >< no rest this week! non stop hit combo! I wonder. how did i survived ?! must be the grace of God. =)

i'm so tired. i'm gonna slp now..
*good nite* =)

Perm night started.. school new sem started... alot of assignments.. i'm under super alot of stress... life is never smooth i know.. i'm trying hard to take baby steps to complete everything..

Got my BTO results. i didn't get the flat. in a way happy , in a way sad... sad cos without getting a flat, my mom will not allow me to ROM. happy because, we can always find resale flat.. it's bigger and save the renovation cost.. but. it's damn ex. hubby tan and me are trying to find ways to calculate our finances....

When i'm younger, i used to think that getting married is like super easy, found the man u love, he propose, we marry. but it's not that in reality eh.. not at all..
it's so tough.. there's a lot of things to consider.. lots of $$ involve... everything is so unsure now.. i am really quite lost..

we've lost the ballot, therefore, ROM date delay..wedding AD also will be delay, Taiwan photoshoot also delay.. i really dunno... *so tired*

sometimes .. it feels like i am worrying for everything, nobody to share all these problems with.. cos hubby tan is always working, seldom answer my calls.. but ,whenever he answers, i dunno what to tell him anymore..

adding on to my misery, haiz, i've put on 3 kg of weight, on my tummy mostly.. i hate it.. i can't understand why some ppl can eat so much and don't put on weight, but i don't eat alot, i put on double to amt of weight..

i've started gyming.. and sit-ups, intensive.. gonna last for 3 months.. i don't care whether i'll be super tired after night shift or it's gonna affect my health, these 3 kg of fat or wadever it is.. has to go away.

if by the end of 3 months, my tummy looks nicer, i'll go for belly piercing for rewards :))

off to Batam CM!

well well..

late updates.. as usual.. due to laziness and tiredness.. firstly.

hmm.

so much things to say but dunno how to put it in words.. hubby and i have been trying very hard to plan things.. so that we can move ahead of lives...

money is sucha pain in the ass.. can't plan alot of things without money.. yea.. i remember few years ago when i was with hubby tan, he used to say, money is very important . it's everything.. without it, u can't survive..

i would argue with him and disagree, saying money is not everything.. but seems like now. money is the main thing.

planning wedding is super tuff, dunno where to start and whom to approach.. so messed in the head now..

however, good thing is .. we do argue, but at the end of the day, we hug and kiss and made up.. =)


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i went to work today, and heard bout some rumors that, ppl are not happy that i'm actually placed on perm night for 3 months. What turf
i dun understand , what's there to not happy bout..
i'm in need of money, for lots of reason. for my degree, for my wedding..
To whoever that is out there, not happy with this:
i'm only working for 3 months, and it's no point u getting upset, telling others bout it..
jus get over it.!
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here's baby keira ...

with me and hubby...

so cute.. and lovely.. pretty like the mum..

first day when i saw her..

i had so much thoughts running thru my heads..

anyway..

I'm sure she'll be pampered by lots of ppl.. =)

yay~

4 nites finished with a zoom~ 4 peaceful nites.. except for some 'gaga' patients.. haha.. thank God for such peaceful nites.. pls pls pls let all my perm nite duties be like that for at least the next 3 months...=)

amt of abx i've given.. part of it..

one thing for sure, i'm gonna put on pounds of weight.. now i'm still in the midst of struggling to loose that' blob of thing' appearing at my tummy..

i'm sick and tired of my hair... gonna go for a new look.. hope it'll be nice.. =)

sometimes i wonder..

why must one crave to know their future?

going for tarot card reading, or palm reading... fortune telling...

issn't it scary? to know that ...

"hey, this year you're gonna suffer a huge blow.. "
"hey .. your health... is failing.. esp. your sex organ.."
wahha..

for me, i think, the more the person predicts your future, the more you're think about it. the more it'll happen. .. that's law of attraction..

then one will blame themselves for having a bad life and all...

conclusion
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Just live a happy life. and forget bout knowing the future.


Ps: blogpost u hubby tan. .. =)

I met 'K'
she's so cute..
so small..

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i'm glad that the decision made was right.
at least for now...

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pics will be up soon..

this is gonna be a super random post

time flies..

really.... i'm gonna be back to work soon ... jus 3 more days later.. shyt i really hate it..

stupid 24/3's son came back to the ward and complain to sister saying that the nurse (me) who discharge his mother never taught him how to do dressing.. fucking birdbrain ass hole. i stood there for freaking half an hour describing to him how to do the simple dressing and the precautions to take..and all the dressing to use and even gave him one extra sample to keep in case he wanna purchase it. even told him where to buy it..
dont understand why ppl are jus so stupid. plain stupid and full of himself. so what he's a bit educated.? so what's the big deal?
freakin pissed.
i've tolerated him for that 5 days. of his mum hospitalisation.. he's mum is also another lunatic. she was brought to showered early in the morning by one of my colleague, later in the morning, she claims that no one showered her, and insisted to be showered if not she will complain. what's this? threatening or wad? best thing is that the mum is totally normal not that she is demented or crazy she's absolutely normal..
i'm very ashamed that , sadly to say alot of the singaporeans act this way.. a little bit of things ,complain, more of complain than compliment.
i dun hear ppl saying, "hey, nurse, thanks so much for your kind instructions.. appreciate it.." as much as ppl saying " nurse, why didn't u do this, why didn't u do that.. "

i hope these birdbrain ppl can reflect upon their stupid actions..
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this CNY, wasn't really as nice as previous year, probably cos we didn't go back m'sia.. all we do is stay in s'pore to eat .. eat and slp, play .. tat's all...
i've got to study too.. greatz! cos my exam is on mon...
i'm feeling super lousy .. cos after this holiday season, will be a gruesome 3 months night shift with loads of assignments to do..
i'm very afraid i can't cope..

didn't take much photos, didn't have the mood to do that.. most of the photos are in other ppl's camera...
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I'm excited to meet 'K' .

We've all waited for months!

today is the day... =)

there's so many things happening in life.. here i am blogging, my friend is delivering now , my other friend is assisting in delivering her baby!
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i've spent so much time during this new year with hubby tan .. and i really love it.. i wanna thank him for helping me so much during this 2 months.. it's the first year after 5 yrs without receiving valentine's day gift from me.. i'm super sorry...

CNY is coming to an end.. and my nightmare is starting..!!!!